Warning

THE FOLLOWING POST MAY CREEP SOME OF YOU OUT.

I have discovered that I really like tentacle porn. I mean, really like it, as in it makes my clit throb like it.

I have also known for awhile that I like watching consensual pain. Not real torture, where the person in pain didn't want it. But where the person goes in smiling, and smiles at the end saying that it was awesome or great or something. Or obviously staged rape scenes. mmm But again, I need to know that it was consensual. Watching something too realistic, where I can't tell it was a staged scene, no good. Can't get in to it. Best kind is when the person is doing it to themselves, second best is when they sit mostly still while it's done to them, and they're not struggling at all. Flinching is fine, that's a natural reaction even when you're expecting it.

I guess the reason I can watch tentacle rape where it's not obvious the girl is enjoying herself is cause it's obviously fake. Kinda like how I can watch rape hentai and not be bothered, cause it's a cartoon.

ALSO

Today (well, at this point, yesterday afternoon... but I still count it as this morning, damn it!), I had my first golden shower. I liked it. It was filmed, but it has to pass his approval before I can sell it. I do plan, however, on writing out the experience. I'll let you all know how that goes.

See you later!