Monday, August 31, 2015

Video Games

TERA

So, I've been playing this game called TERA. It's currently free-to-play on Steam. If you find a copy to buy, you get 8 character slots per server. On the free-to-play version, it's 2. But, you can purchase more character slots.

At the moment, I have a level 39 warrior (human) and a level 13 Mystic (uh... looks like a lizard?)

Leveling is super fast if you're doing all the quests. Gameplay is sort of realistic. As in, you have to make sure it's pointed in the right direction, and you have to click for every use of the skills, or click and hold for the skill. There's no lock-on target, and there's no auto-attack. Also, armor isn't much help against the bigger enemies (not just talking bosses here, some of the mobs are fairly difficult to kill), so you have to learn how to block or dodge.

For my warrior, the dodge skill requires "resolve", which is it's own bar that's not used for anything else. It's also recovers fairly quick, which is good, but I do run into the occasional issue where I have to run instead of dodge. Unsure if that's because I'm bad at the game, or if that's just how the game is (I don't seem to be doing too badly, I rarely actually die, and from reading the forum there's a steep learning curve.)

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Guild Wars 2

I got back on Guild Wars 2 for the first time in... 6 months? Probably more... and the skills have changed all up. I restarted one character to get the hang of the new skills. But I'm debating restarting all of them because this is just really weird.

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Pokemon (Blue)

Working my way through the first cave that you need flash for. I can't seem to catch onyx. The first one went through 3 pokeballs before I ran out of balls and had to k/o it. The next two, I accidentally k/o'd before I could try anything. The fourth one, was breaking out of the balls after one nudge, so I knew I wasn't anywhere close to catching it, despite it being as low as I could safely take it, and having it's attack and defense all the way down. It was only lvl 13, but it wouldn't get caught! I'm going back when I have great balls instead of just normal poke balls. But first I gotta find the exit. :P (I'm doing this without a map)

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//.hack

I restarted it, since it's been over a year since I last played. So, I got the bracelet. And talked to the cat afterwards. But that's as far as I've gotten. x.x

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Update

Well, I earned my daily minimum, but not enough for rent. Luckily, my roommates will be able to cover the missing amount. Just means I owe them a little.

Fuck this goddamn fucking universe sometimes....

WARNING: post related to bitching about money. I am not looking for pity. Just trying to explain why the very day after posting my schedule, I was not on time. Also need to rant a bit.

For those of you who don't know, last week Thursday Streamate started having problems. My first clue was when I logged on and there was a warning that the phone service wasn't working. Over the next two days was a constant fight for me to stay logged in so I could work. At some point in there we finally realized my computer wasn't staying connected to the network, so we set up a different system that would hopefully have better results.

That didn't mitigate Streamate's issues though, and I ended the week with about $10 less than what I needed to make my car payment, which is already going to be late since I don't get that money until this coming Monday.

If you can't do the math, that means that this week is Rent Week. For me, this means $370 are needed by the end of 8pm today, or I can't guarantee that I'll still have a place to live come the 3rd of the month.

So, this week, my apartment complex's water got shut off. Cancel work that day- can't really cam if I can only do one show before needing to wash my hands, which I can't do with no water. Then there's a notice that we need to spend the next 48 hours boiling any water we want to use. I purchased some bottled water and a few jugs for the really tough jobs just to get through the days. Then another notice shortly before the 48 hours is up that they found a leak and the water might need to be shut off the next day. All this around me trying to stay connected to Streamate long enough to earn something to pay rent.

A couple days ago, Streamate fixed their connection problems.

Last night, my partner and I figured out a schedule for my camming, and figured out that our third roommate who doesn't drive will be dropped off early if she needs to start work sometime after my work schedule is done. We did all this around 11pm last night.

Today, having been raised on "Be early to be on time", I got on camera somewhere between 5 and 10 minutes before the 2pm scheduled time. Around 2:06pm, my computer said "FUCK YOU!" and is now having connection issues. My partner could fix them, except he's at work until after the 8pm cutoff.

I am racking my brain trying to figure out how to fix the connection issues. If I manage, you'll know because I actually show up online around 4pm tonight.

And no, MFC tips won't help anyway. The absolutely only money I can possibly make right now to help with rent is on Streamate. The late fee for rent goes through when the office opens at 10am on the 2nd. MFC's direct deposit reaches my bank on the 3rd.

I have two more last-ditch attempts to try:
one is camming with the door open while disconnecting the second router I'm supposed to connect to. The other is connecting directly to the main router. I'll try that second one first, having the door open while I cam tends to make me nervy.

As to why directly connecting might not work, well, it has to do with how the security on the network is set up. Hopefully it's still set up to allow me to do this.

SCORE! It worked!

I'm going to be a little late today. Sorry.

PS: As I was digging the extra-long ethernet cord out of the box o' random computer equiptment, I realized that if connecting to the router doesn't work, I can circumvent the router by going directly through the modem. Normally, that wouldn't be an option, but right now, I'm the only one in the apartment, hence the only one allowed to use our internet at the moment. Unless my partner is on break and accessing his desktop remotely again... Meh.

Going to calm down for a bit, then hop back on camera.

Monday, June 8, 2015

I'm alive, I swear!

Hey guys,

I know it's been awhile. I swear, I'm alive. Things have been crazy, and I'm not even sure we got the internet issues sorted out yet x.x

Red week started yesterday, so when that's over, I will be doing another attempt at getting on camera. Cross our fingers, and hope the universe has no more surprises in store for me. ^_^ I hope to see you all then!

Take care,
~Luna

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Set up- good enough

My desktop is back! As in, bigger hard drive, better graphics card, and 64-bit Windows. ^_^ Whee!

Next week I start a day job. Until then, lots of camming. Once it starts, I'll be sticking to weekday evenings and Saturday afternoon/evening.

My toys and outfits are on hand, though decorations still need work. The rope got slaughtered during the move, so I only have belts and the cuffs.

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Quick Update

I has an apartment! With internet! Huzzah!

Unfortunately, the internet wasn't installed until Tuesday, and redweek promptly started once it was installed. x.x But, I only just today found all the cords and lamps needed to put on a proper show, so it would've been today at the earliest anyway.

Here's to hoping I actually got that one job that I interviewed for last week (I know, vague, but you guys know I won't be specific.)

Thank you to everyone who sent support. I saved some bubble wrap. Hopefully I find time to do the video before I get annoyed enough to throw it all out x.x

Right now, still a ton to unpacking and organizing and putting away to do, plus I have to set shit up and get laundry done.

cheers!

~Luna

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Updates and Stuff


Hey guys!

Lesse... last post was December... ho boy.

Emotional upheaval. As every year. So whatever, nothing new, right?

I'm letting my website go. It always seems to be down right when people need to be able to access it. Far better for me to move the various pages to this blog.

Currently working close to full time hours at the shitty min wage job. So, I get on Streamate for a couple hours here and there, when I have the energy. Which hours varies by day and by week.

In April, I will be moving again. Going back to my partner. I miss him. And we've been talking, and he apologized, and we've been doing rather well in the communications area. Almost no one who knows me really well is surprised by this decision.

That's pretty well everything to talk about for now. Hence why the lack of blog posts. I hope you all are well. I'm checking my email sporadically, but at least once every few days. Feel free to send me an email. Don't forget to put my cam-name in the subject line so I know it's not spam.


Saturday, December 13, 2014

I'm Alive! I promise

Hey guys!

Just thought I'd write to let you know that I am indeed alive. Actually, currently feeling better than ever. I spent the past month actually allowing myself to experience the negative emotions I've been holding back, some since college, some since I was 5. Boy does it feel awesome! I've recognized some of the dissonance between the two different parenting styles which affected me the most (my biological family and my adoptive family), and accepted that I am who I am, and I don't have to feel bad that it's not who my adoptive family wanted me to be.

I also found out that doing housework makes me horny. For sure so far, this includes sweeping and mopping floors, doing dishes, and doing laundry. I have yet to explore vacuuming in this context, or cleannig things like the bathtub, sinks, and counters. I've acknowledged and faced my issues with organizing and with packing. Not sure if they're gone, but I know if they aren't I can get through them. (After the bullshit this past weekend, where I was dealing with a phobia on top of everything that happened with both my mothers... I can handle ANYTHING).

All this means that I feel... at peace with myself. I feel like I can do absolutely anything. I no longer shake when I try to do cleaning. So yay!

I have a part-time job, minimum wage bullshit as usual. As usual, I don't want to talk about it.

Tomorrow, I do have to work at my off-cam job. However, I'll be "home" around 5:15 pm. I intend on getting on MFC for a couple hours for some fun a little after I get "home". I will tweet about it, so watch for me!

~Luna


Saturday, September 27, 2014

Gentlemen: take notes!

This gentleman is indeed a gentleman. I have changed his name to protect him from any harassment or embarrassment. This is published because he really knows what he is talking about. As it was typed in real-time with no editing, and I have not gone through to fix the mistakes, please forgive bad spelling. Again, he was the one who typed anything that isn't in parenthesis or formatted.

In public on Streamate:

flowery typer: hello miss luna
how are you on this lovely evening
my oh my.....  your porcelain skin is simply radiant.....
i am great
oh my..... and that smile is blinding
i think i will need my sunglasses
its the popcorn song....

In private on Streamate (I did my best to act it out with my hands once I was on the bed, and got more into it the more I stripped):

flowery typer: oh my.....
you are a divine goddess
your radiance
wow
i wish i was there with you now
i would softly take your hand
and slowly kiss it
(I move to the bed)
my lips softly exploring your soft skin
i slowly turn yor wrist over as i kiss it
feeling your pusle against my lips
i playfully kiss my way up your arm
my fingertips softly brushing against your skin
(I undo the sleeve buttons and roll the sleeves up a bit)
i kiss higher and higher
marveling at the softness of your skin
my hands softly slide up your arm to your shoulders
as my hands gently massage them
(I slide the shirt off completely)
oh my......
your heavenly curves
i softly kiss your shoulder
my fingers oftly runnunig along your collar bone
i tease you softly
loving the feel of your warm skin
i softly kiss along your collar bone
my hand softly brusshing your lovely red locks off of your shoulder
exposing your lovely neck
i playfully pepper your neck with kisses
as i slowlly kiss my way to your ear
i nibble on your earlobe softly
tickling you as i do so
(I remove my panties)
oh my
god you are amazing
my hands softly caress your neck
as my fingers softly slide through your hair
i pull you gently closer
my lips slowly approaching yours
i kiss you softly
my lips softly exploring yours
my tongue softly brushing againt your upper lip
your ruby lips divine
my fingers slowly get tangled in your hair
as i softly massage the back of your neck and head
i gently pull your hair
exposing your lovely neck again
as i slowly kiss down it
feeling the pulse along your neck
i slowly kiss down the cneter of your chest
as my fingers softly caress your collar bone
my fingertips making small circles
my fingers softly making circles down your chest
my fingers move lower and lower
as they explore your lovely curves
they softly caress one breast
they softly make smaller and smaller circles
until they are making them around your nipple
my fingers softly explore the contour of your nipple
loving the feel of your aereola
i tease it gently
feeling it slowly respond
i pinch the tip sotly
oh my
your radiance is breathtaking
i softly bring one nipple to my lips
as i softly suck on it
teasing the tip with my tongue
my hand softly teases yor other breast
oh my goddess
i softly kiss below your breast
softly kissing along your rib
my lips gently exploring your skin
i kiss along your rib
i kiss lower and lower
my fingers softly caressing your belly
my fingers softly slide down to your belly button
making circles aroun it
i tickle you softly
your warm stomach so amazing
i softly kiss around your belly button
teasing you
my hands softly caress your waist and hips
marvelling at your heavenly curves
your body a wonderland to explore
i softly kiss lower and lower
my hands softly brushing against your lovely thighs
my hands run down to your knees as i softly caress them
they gently brush alobng your inner thighs
i softly kiss your inner knee
as my lips softly kiss along your inner thigh
i kiss closer and closer
towards your heavenly gate
my lips loving the softness of your legs
i kiss closer and closer
the warmth washg over me
your lovely gate before me
i kiss along the crease of your thighs
softly tickling you
oh my lovley luna
i softly kiss the top of your pubis
as my lips softly kiss along your slit
my tongue softly exploring your womanly folds
oh my
your lovely lotu spetals
i lick each petal
teasing you softly
i gently spread your lovely lips
as my tongue lick your inner folds
i lick your inner petals
tasting your sweet womanly nectar
oh my
its sweeter than honey itself
i lick deeply
i lick all the way up to you clit
as my tongue softly teases it
i let your wondrous body be my guide
as i tease you further
making figure eaights around your clit
your warmth washing over me
driving wild with passion
i lick my fingers
playfully rubbing them along your slit
i softly spread your lips
and let my fingers tease your lips
as my finger slowly slides into  your marvelous gate
the tightnes of your pussy
oh my
o tease you further
i tickle the roof of your pussy
feeling your gspot
i tease it slowly
your wetness
oh god
my heart races
i gently lean over you
as i kiss your chest and neck
your arms wrap around me pulling me closer

(Unfortunately, the private ended there. I came at least once, and was really close to another when it ended. )