tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50948829801417140342024-03-05T19:20:55.422-05:00LadyLuna's BlogA place for me to write about DnD, Roleplaying, and webcamming. Take everything with a grain of salt, and enjoy!Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.comBlogger165125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-22603080821287699252021-02-26T09:07:00.001-05:002021-03-03T16:13:49.408-05:00Updates (test results added)<p>I have a discord server (sort of)! My bf created a discord server, and I'm part of it. Join us! <a data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://discord.gg/y8RHrmgpJG&source=gmail&ust=1614434482260000&usg=AFQjCNH2OgHf5iu59HLft0kPBH9D5GKI9w" href="https://discord.gg/y8RHrmgpJG" target="_blank">https://discord.gg/y8RHrmgpJG</a> (server name is Amaranth). It's SFW, verification gives you access to the NSFW sections.<br /><br />I'm
typing this in notepad++ on my laptop before posting, so I don't have
any previous posts in front of me. I might repeat some info.<br /><br />I've
had a few messages from people asking me how I am. When those messages
were sent, I was about the same as usual, but I didn't see them until
recently. x.x So I'm going to go back a ways, and talk about the past
couple years.<br /><br />In Feb 2019, my partner (I think I've been
referring to him as Tek, it's the same partner I've had since 2008) and I
moved to the middle of the country. I've been in Central time zone for
the past couple years, and it's weird. We moved here because Tek's other
partner at the time lives here (she is no longer in our lives, but as
far as I know she's still alive so I'll be using present tense when
talking about her situation). She has a million physical and mental
health problems (obviously an exaggeration), such that she can't work,
and is reliant on her mother's insurance, which she can't get if she
moves out of state. She has an infant son by a different man, but Tek
and the son bonded through the magic of skype, so Tek felt responsible
towards the son. The son was in the care of her mother under court
order, so she was jumping through whatever hoops she needed to in order
to get her son back. They were convinced she was a danger to her son.
Despite everything that happens later, I'm convinced her son is in no
danger from her, and as far as I could tell, he felt no fear of her.<br /><br />We
got a two bedroom apartment. The plan was, I cam, he gets a job, we
save up and move into a bigger place before she moves in with us. The
place where she was staying was a lovely place in actuality, except for
the fact that they used weed to stay relaxed enough to deal with three
disabled children (plus the disabled roommate partner). Of course, DCF
doesn't like that. They were doing a good job of keeping that out of
everything, but her mother managed to find some evidence and pushed for
full custody, so she needed a different place to go fast. She moved into
the room that was supposed to be my camroom. It was a disaster. <br /><br />She
and Tek were constantly fighting. The police got called three times.
The last time, in June 2019, the only reason Tek wasn't carted off to
prison is that I was able to counter her testimony. (She had lunged at
him, he raised his arm in defence, she hit his arm and fell, and tried
to claim he hit her). The police took her for observation, and she was
forced to move in with her father. <br /><br />All of this caused an
explosion in my ptsd. In July 2019, I went back to therapy and applied
for assistance with getting a job. I was given a bit of money to get a
few work appropriate clothes. In Sept 2019, I got a job as a cashier at a
thrift store. Tek and I set up a budget. He was making twice as much as
I was, so we agreed that I would pay a third of the joint bills. We
managed to get a second car right as our car was crapping out on us. I
had found out that the lawsuit from 2016 due to the crash in 2014 had
caused my license to be put on a national hold, so I wasn't allowed to
drive (except I did drive to the store on the rare occasion that Tek
waited to long between cans of Rockstar Energy Drink). I got my license
reinstated in Nov 2019.<br /><br />The thrift store was shut during lockdown
in March and April 2020. Because I had only been working in my current
state for 6 months, I wasn't eligible for unemployment. The government
stimulus going to both myself and Tek, plus our tax returns, helped me
not just scrape by, but get some new clothes I desparately needed since
the ones I was wearing for work were approaching rags (excepting the
ones I had gotten right before working, I'd had the rest of them since
2012 x.x). I was one of the first people called back when the thrift
store opened back up. In November 2020, I was transferred from
cashiering to processing the incoming media donations. Normally they are
under the department called Production, but someone in upper management
had convinced them to try out in our store having Donations (the
department which receives the donations and initially sorts them to go
to the proper Production section for processing) do some of the
processing. (Cashiers are in Operations.) I was offered the transfer
with the promise of a minor increase in pay, and the option to pick my
own schedule. There were two caveats. I'm supposed to work the full 40
hours every week, and I'm supposed to work Mondays. <br /><br />Sometime
around then, my therapist brought up EMDR as a treatment for PTSD. I
agreed to try it. The way it works, it targets the indicent which
created the ptsd. I had two that I was pretty sure were working in
tandem, and a whole bunch of others that were only traumatic because of
those first two. I figured, let's deal with the incident that happened
before I can even remember, which caused the second one to be more
traumatic than it needed to be. So first we had to build a memory based
on what I know happened and the vague sensory input that might or might
not be related. Once we had that, I had to relive the memory multiple
times as my brain slowly transformed the memory into something much
better, and then I had an epiphany. It wasn't anything I didn't already
know, but it was something that I didn't really know in my core. And
just like that, most of my anxiety around the three h's (homework,
housework, and hygeine), were gone. But only most of it. So we addressed
the other one. That took multiple sessions. Maybe because there was a
clear memory, so my mind resisted changing "what happened". The second
memory also invovled me having absolutely zero allies in the situation
in real life, so we had to insert a spiritual ally. Good thing I have
experince with those!<br /><br />At the beginning of January, Tek helped me
get a car. It's a Ford Focus, and it takes flex fuel. The closest place
is about a half hour drive away, so I have to go as soon as my empty
light comes on.<br /><br />A few weeks ago, I started a program to help with
some lower back pain I've been having since my early twenties. (Back
then, it just appeared if I did the dishes for more than 10 minutes at a
time, or folded laundry for the same amount, but it's been getting
steadily worse as I've gotten older). It has me do some exercises with
sensors to see the angle of my spine, then report on how my health has
been (if I understand correctly, it's actually a study), then read an
article to educate me on the pain (most of it I already know, but it's
good to be reminded).<br /><br />So that brings us up through January 2021. But there's a bit more background needed before I get into the past couple weeks.<br /><br />First
off, Tek. Tek lives in a constant state of pain. He's resistant to most
medications and his body doesn't react to opiods. Sometimes the pain is
worse than others. I usually forget, because he lives through it.
Rockstar helps the pain, which is why when he hasn't had it in too long I
have to go get it for him. Tek delivers the healthcare test samples to
the lab. He's the "advanced" version, so he takes over the routes where
the normal person has called off or applied for vacation time. As such,
his schedule fluctuates, but he always has either Saturday or Sunday
off, usually both.<br /><br />Secondly, my current schedule at the thrift
store is 9 am - 7:45 pm with a 1 hour break for lunch, Mon, Tues, Thurs,
Fri. I need to bring home $500 per check (bi-weekly, so $1000 a month),
in order to meet my third of the joint expenses. In order to meet that,
I need 70 hours on the check, which is 35 hours per week. My job gives
me 1 week of paid sick leave, 1 week of paid time off (vacation time),
and 1 floating holiday (I am unclear if that's paid or unpaid). The sick
leave will roll over for a year or two, so I started this year with 48
hours of sick leave.<br /><br />Third, my schedule outside the thrift store.
I'm currently taking a birth control pill. In order for it to be the
most effective, I have to take it as close to the same time as possible
every day. (That's just how all birth control pills work. The closer to
the same time each day it's taken, the more effective it is at
preventing pregnancy.) The particular pill I'm taking tends to cause
nausea and vomiting if taken on an empty stomach. I'm taking mine at
7:55am. So I wake up at 7am, get my juice, do the exercises for my back,
get breakfast, take my birth control, get ready and leave for work
around 8:30 am. I shower at night, I put the exercises off till 9 or 10
on my days off, I do laundry on Saturdays, I get paid every other
Friday. <br /><br />Now I can get into it.<br /><br />On the week of Feb 7th -
13th, the weather was bad enough that there wasn't much business. Since
items weren't being sold, and items weren't being donated, production
was sent home early on Monday and Tuesday. I also left early. So I used 8
hours of sick leave to make sure that I would get at least the 35 hours
I needed.<br /><br />On Friday, Feb 12th, I left work feeling very
exhausted, and like my whole body hurt. On Saturday, I could barely
stand, and slept for 1 - 2 hours after every little thing I did until
2pm. Then I felt just how it feels when I spend too much time sleeping,
and was able to function normally. I was at the tail end of my period.<br /><br />On
Sunday, Feb 14th, still being on my period, I gave Tek a BJ for V Day.
It took him longer than usual to recover from that, so I asked if he was
okay. He explained what was going on with him, and I suggested he sleep
it off, explaining that's what I did on Saturday. He told me it had
been since Friday, so he didn't think it would help. I brought up that
he might have COVID, but he brushed it off. We both went to work Monday.<br /><br />Monday,
the thrift store closed at 2pm due to the lack of customers. Production
wasn't working, but I hadn't been told. I was told they would let me
know if I was supposed to come in Tuesday. On the way home, the empty
light came on for my car. Tuesday I called, found out I wasn't working.
Tek asked me to look up the signs of a cold. His symptoms had increased
to include dizziness and chills. When I read off the symtpoms, he said
"so I have a cold", and I explained that they were also all symptoms of
COVID. He called his job, they had him go in to get a test kit. He
didn't get it till late in the day, so we didn't find out till
Wednesday. In the meantime, I signed up to get tested at CVS on
Wednesday (Feb 17). <br /><br />On Wednesday, I borrow Tek's car for the
COVID test, then drop it off to grab my car to go fill it up and then do
some more groceries. On the way to the gas station, Tek calls and tells
me his test came back positive. Everything I've read and heard has said
that it takes up to a week after exposure for the up-the-nose test to
show that COVID is present. It's also said that the incubation period is
up to 2 weeks. I let the manager whose number I had know, as well as a
couple coworkers. The one coworker I requested let everyone who worked
with me on Monday know. She asked if I had manager numbers, I explained
that I just had the one. She started a group chat with the other three
managers.<br /><br />On Thursday, my test came back negative. On Friday, I
took the blood test. On Saturday, that came back negative. While I was
in the office for the blood test, the doctor explained that Tek was most
contagious from three days before he started showing symptoms, to three
days after. Which the last day of that period was Valentine's Day, so I
should get tested again on Monday the 22nd before going back to work.
Tek was insisting that he would not be contagious anymore Monday, that
10 days after symptoms start is when a person stops being contagious.
He's also insistant that the test shows it sooner than a week after
exposure, and that two weeks is how long a person is contagious. I got
my negative result back on Tuesday. On Wednesday, I went to work. I
didn't have the right shoes on. So I only stayed 8 hours. I didn't have a
drink for my station (I had milk, but I was out of kool aide to bring
to work), so I checked my bank account before buying one in the machine.
I had gotten my tax return. Yesterday, Feb 25th, I had pain in my legs,
so I didn't do the exercises before work. But I recovered in time to go
to work. I worked 8 hours.<br /><br />More context. We got paid Friday, Feb
19th. In order to load the laundry card, the office has to be open. But
since I didn't know if I had it or not, I was trying to limit how much
exposure I had to other people. So I was checking mail at midnight.
Except I forgot until I went to do laundry that I still had to load the
laundry card. And I couldn't do that Saturday Midnight. On Sunday, I
called to find out the hours, the office is closed on Sunday. I figured
I'd wait until noon and see if they opened the gym (where the machine
is) despite being closed, but it was closed. So now I couldn't do
laundry until Monday. Except we spent Monday and Tuesday cleaning the
apartment, and laundry involves hiking down and up a flight of stairs (I
know, I know, only one flight. I have minor breathing problems!) So I
didn't get around to laundry until just before bed on Tuesday x.x So I
only did one load. He was expecting to go back to work, and I thought I
had enough to get to the weekend, so I did one load of his clothes.
Which was all of his clothes. Plus all my reusable masks that needed
washing.<br /><br />Yesterday, Thursday, I used my last pair of crew socks.
During winter, I do the layers thing, and crew socks lets me tuck
whatever I'm using as long johns (might be leggings, might be actual
long johns, might be pj pants, might be yoga pants, and if it's really
cold it might be sweatpants) so they don't ride up my legs as I pull on
the outer pants. So after work I had to do a food run, then start a load
of my laundry after eating.<br /><br />At 3:30 this morning (Friday, Feb
26th) with an urgent need to both pee and blow my nose. So I went to the
bathroom, and took care of that. And then I sat on the couch blowing my
nose until about 6am x.x So I scheduled another COVID test for 10:30
am, and I'll get the results back... hopefully tomorrow. I'll post them
as an update to this post, so check back in a few days to find out if
I'm back in quarantine kicking myself for spreading this viscious
disease.<br /><br />As for Tek's progression, he did end up getting the
breathing issues, and he got the lack of smell/taste thing for a couple
days. He's been symptom-free for at least a couple days, but he can't
work until his test is clean. So he's messing around with a bot on his
test server and goading me to make a math tutor bot.<br /><br />I hope all of you are well. </p><p> </p><p>UPDATE:</p><p>Test was negative. Been really busy, it's kicking my butt x.x <br /></p>Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-33976249594529304212019-05-22T15:34:00.002-04:002019-05-22T15:34:43.885-04:00Where has Luna beenI feel like I owe you guys an explanation for my sporadic schedule. I want to have a stable schedule. I really do. But there are too many things in the way. So, here we go.<br /><br />My partner is polyamorous. I might be as well, but I'm not sure. I knew he was poly going into the relationship, way back in 2007. To make this easier, I'll refer to him as Tek.<br /><br />In 2012, he started talking to someone online. Female body, gender-fluid nature, prefers they/them pronouns (I will use she to avoid confusion, they/them/their will be used when refering to both people), heavily feminist (less so in more recent years), total Social Justice Warrior. Oh, and has a myriad of mental and physical health problems, which since I respect her feelings about it, I can't tell you which exact ones. Their relationship has always been rocky. In October 2015, he met her in person for the first time. She wasn't careful enough, and got pregnant. Despite her myriad issues, she has such a strong maternal instinct that she mentally can't abort a child. <br /><br />In November 2015, she spent a month living with us. In December 2015, he moved in with her. On December 29th, 2015, she kicked him out, because he accidentally did something that physically hurt her, in a way that a toddler could physically hurt her due to previously mentioned physical health problems. He entered depression, I had to rescue him.<br /><br />She put someone else on his daughter's birth certificate. The newborn daughter died in July 2016. I received a notice of being sued about three days before he learned of his daugther's death. He was not allowed to attend the funeral. He was not given the paperwork to allow him to take days off from work to grieve. He lost his job because of all this. He still took her back when she asked him to.<br /><br />Part of her grieving process involved getting drunk and having sex with a different ex. Due to the grief and previously mentioned mental issues, she did not take proper precautions, and got pregnant. She had a son, he's about 15 months old right now. Her mother decided to exacerbate her mental issues in order to gain control over her son. She moved in with a friend, the foster system placed her son with her mother.<br /><br />Since Tek's daughter died, I've had to take days off in order to keep him company when his depression gets too bad. This past spring, we moved to the city where she was living. When she was visiting us, sometimes it was fine, other times there were very bad fights (nothing physical). The foster system decided that she would be unable to reunify with her son if she didn't move out of the place where she was living. So about a month ago, she officially moved in with us. More fighting, because not only does she have those mental issues I mentioned earlier, Tek's mind doesn't work the way normal people's minds work, so getting along with him in personal life is a pretty steep learning curve. Plus, them fighting triggers some stuff from my past, so it takes me awhile to calm down. Thus, every time they fight, I definitely don't get on camera that day, and sometimes can't get on camera the next day either. I also can't get on camera when her son is visiting.<br /><br />She has a service dog. We knew about this. We got vet stuff and paperwork sorted for him to move in with us last week, hoping that he could help calm her down when she has an episode. What Tek and I didn't know until after the dog moved in was that he's not able to be left alone because he'll make too much noise. This includes closing my door. So now, not only can I not work when they have a fight, I also can't work when she has any appointment, because Tek has to drive her and I'll be the only one who can keep him quiet. There's therapy for her mental issues once a week. Then there's appointments for her physical issues at random times.<br /><br />I love camming. I want to be on camera. I want to show off, and play, and make you guys smile. Camming is my social life, not just something I do for money. Between the visits with the son, the fighting between him and her, and watching the dog when they're not here... I can't get on camera very often. When I can get on camera, I would greatly appreciate if nobody tries to talk to me about this. Please don't tell me I should leave him. It's impossible to explain what I get from this relationship, but rest assured, my life is still better here than it would be elsewhere.<br />
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I will try to be on camera as often as I can. Thank you for letting me rant.<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-40797525671851201002019-01-23T18:44:00.001-05:002019-01-23T18:44:21.480-05:00MovingHey guys!<br />
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So, we're moving in the near future. And, I just started red week. Which means, for the next couple weeks, I'll definitely not be on camera. See you in my new place!<br />
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~LunaEve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-75072754599255499492017-12-27T11:19:00.003-05:002017-12-27T11:19:51.571-05:00Star Wars: The Old RepublicI have been playing Star Wars: The Old Republic as a free-to-play player. This means I never even bought cartel coins for it. Here's some gripes I have that make me hesitant to pay for the game.<br />
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1. Inconsistency of movement. Sometimes, my jump is two feet, sometimes it's five feet, and that's from standing still, jumping, then pressing the arrow. It's not exactly a game where you need to jump, unless you're going after the datacrons, which is actually something you're supposed to do to get as powerful as possible in the game.<br />
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2. Broken side-quest. The Bonus Series will not complete if you accidentally complete one of the quests within the series out of order. So after you finish your storyline on the planet, you need to run around and get all the quests that pop up at that point, but you can't complete any of them until you do the bonus series, so that you don't accidentally get stuck at the part where you turn in the quest before the one you've already completed. Oh, but you can complete the objectives, you just can't turn it in until that point in the bonus series. The thing is, why can you even get the quest before you're supposed to? When looking for why the quest was broken, I found out that even for subscribers, they won't fix the quest since it's not the main storyline. Really?<br />
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3. As a never-paid-before player, I can't trade. This means that when I get an item I can't use, I can't just give it to my partner who's playing a different class and can probably use it.<br />
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4. Some of the quest rewards for content that has been there since before the expansions were changed so that you need the expansions to use them.<br />
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5. There's a limit to how many times you can collect the loot for flashpoints. I don't mind so much that the flashpoints always provide loot a free to play player can't use, they're not part of the main story, they're not even part of the side-quests. They're extra. But going through all that work, and you can only collect loot from the first five, and one of them is part of the actual story, and there's no warning in the game. I had to find this out while searching something else.<br />
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6. Party loot only affects how loot works inside the flashpoints. Outside the flashpoints, it's always round-robin. And the loot is specified for each player, but we can't trade, so very often I end up with stuff my partner member could use but I can't, and vice-versa.<br />
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7. Despite free-for-all where first player to click gets it all is an option, the default option is to area-loot, and there's also an option to auto-collect the loot on click. We went through a quarter of a flashpoint before I managed to get my partner to understand that I wasn't getting any loot at all. Except from elite enemies, who would drop assigned loot.<br />
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8. Enemies tend to fall inside walls when they die. Sometimes, they are completely inside the wall, and you can't get your loot.<br />
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9. It's inconsistent about whether you want to right-click on something or left-click on something to use it. <br />
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10. You have to actually learn gathering skills, and you only get one skill slot.<br />
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11. Respawn rates are inconsistent. I'll do a quest and have the enemies respawning within a minute or two, then my partner will do the same quest but the enemies take forever to respawn for him.<br />
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12. If you have the same class, joining the other player's storyline means you have to play it twice, even if you're both on the same segment of story and you both wanted the same exact options throughout.<br />
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13. There are points within the personal storyline quests where the other player can affect the outcome. We're both playing republic characters, his is a jedi counselor, mine is a jedi knight, and a few times the part where you choose your response allowed me to participate despite it being his personal quest.<br />
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14. There are many places where the game ignores your choice and acts like you chose something else.<br />
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15. There are a few times where the choices you can pick from, none of them are what you actually want, but you choose one anyway, and then your character says something along the lines of what you would've picked if it had been an option.<br />
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16. The targeting system sucks. I pick my first target for each fight, as usual, but the autopick for the second target never picks the one right in front of me, and a few times has picked a target that was behind me and at a distance. Jedi Knight doesn't have ranged attacks. Which I don't mind except for the fact that it keeps picking a target far away. Quite often, one that isn't even in the fight.<br />
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17. The game keeps using free-to-play and preferred interchangeably, despite the fact that there are differences (higher credit cap for preferred, more skills, more character slots). So tooltips which talk about what free-to-play can and can't do, sometimes it applies to preferred, sometimes it only applies to the truly free-to-play. Sorting out which is which can be a mess. And because the game does that, people in the forums do that. Occasionally, you'll see a person complaining about the posts from "free-to-play" players, but only subscribers and preferred players can post in the forum. Which also means there's no way but posting on a blog for a truly free-to-play player to explain to the company who owns the game what I'm posting here- why I'm having a hard time deciding if I want to actually support the game with a bit of discretionary funds.<br />
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18. More about looting. The beams that show me I have loot available are often not where I need to click to get my loot, and occasionally disappear completely if the other player in the party takes their loot first.<br />
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19. I am getting conflicting information on how many people can be in a party. One thing said four people, including companions, meaning only two players. Another thing said four players. Another thing said you need three other people in your party to create a guild. Another thing said you need four other people in your party to create a guild (and it even specified that was five people when including yourself). Still another thing said that some flashpoints are designed for groups of six people, but you can't join the flashpoint unless you're in the party, so... <br />
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20. Lots of guides say that free-to-play players have a credit cap of 350k. No. That's the preferred player credit cap. This goes back to the gripe from 17. The free-to-play cap is 200k.<br />
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(if you're completely lost, credit is what they call the in-game currency, similar to "gold-silver-copper" in fantasy games. Fairly sure the equivalent of one credit is one copper. Which makes the currency cap roughly the equivalent of 10 gold. But the free-to-play content only gets you to the level 50 cap, so 10 gold isn't too shabby.)<br />
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All of the inconsistencies point to the game having been patched and patched and patched. I get that people want updates to happen quickly, but part of an update that changes code has to be deleting the old code so that it doesn't cause conflicts. People will gripe about the update speed, sure, but it won't make them not pay for the game. But inconsistent gameplay and badly programmed quest choices that get ignored will make people leave without paying. We're not even done with Chapter 1, and the only reason we've played it this long is because it was helping with his depression.<br />
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Still, they did a good job with not making things which were necessary for gameplay out of reach of free-to-play players. 200,000 is a bit low for the credit cap, but preferred players get 350,000. The minimum credit cap still lets you unlock all but two of the rooms in a stronghold, and if you're careful about your skills, you can do the crafting. And as I said, it did help us through his depression, so I do plan on purchasing something. Not sure yet if I'm going to do a month of subscription to get the rest of the content, or just some cartel coins so we can trade and access the cargo hold. Oh, and those two rooms I mentioned for the stronghold- the one that calls itself a garage is not out of range for a preferred player (someone who spent money at least once, often many times), but the balcony costs so much you either need to go subscribed, or buy enough cartel coins for it. <br />
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Good news for anyone who only wants to subscribe one month, but doesn't know how to save up the credits with the cap. First off, there's the escrow account, which holds all your credits above and beyond 200,000 until you subscribe. Secondly, since you can never see how much is in the account, we've gone over the 200,000 inside our legacy banks, so you can use that to keep track of how many credits you have, and can plan to subscribe when you have over what you need to buy everything you want. I'm aiming for 60 million, assuming the legacy bank will let me hold that much. And if you play the heroic missions, a few hours can easily get you 75K credits in the Chapter 1 areas. I can't wait to find out how much we can get in the rest of it.<br />
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Anyway, time to stop griping about a game that I've just spent five days playing every chance I get. It's as addictive as one of those phone games. Another big reason to go ahead and support it, despite it's many, many flaws.Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-31993437968263264342017-11-24T15:19:00.003-05:002017-11-24T15:19:40.295-05:00Back again, I just can't stay away!My day job was draining me in every way, so I quit and came back to camming full time. I quit on the 1st, then was promptly thrown into red week, making last week my first week back. And what a week! You all very prominently displayed your pleasure at my taking to camera again. Thank you for the warm welcome =)<br />
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During red week, I had my wisdom teeth pulled, so last week I was on too many painkillers to be truly coherent. That also meant that I wasn't very aware of the damage to my body... and... well... my abs got a major workout, day after day, for 6 days in a row. x.x That's why I've been taking it easy this week.<br />
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My goal is to be working noon - 4, and 8 - midnight, Mon thru Fri. (Times are US Eastern).<br />
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So, here's how it's going.<br />
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On Streamate:<br />
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The focus is private.<br />
The person who initiates private decides what happens in the private, within the boundaries. <br />
I will not show nude boobs, pussy, or ass in public chat, not even for tips.<br />
I do not have toys for pussy use. I have one dildo for sucking.<br />
I still do not do any taboo roleplay.<br />
I will not call you Master or Sir.<br />
I will not take orders, but I will take requests.<br />
I do not have any spanking implements.<br />
Spanking with my hand will only be if I'm in the proper mood.<br />
I cum when I'm ready, not before, not after.<br />
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What is Offered in Private:<br />
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lingerie <br />
panties or thongs<br />
costumes<br />
outfits <br />
nylons, socks, stockings<br />
pantyhose (with or without crotch)<br />
pussy play w/ fingers<br />
closeups<br />
poses<br />
lotion or oil<br />
lightly slapping ass <br />
lightly slapping tits- exclusive only<br />
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<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-29432424605796269962017-05-23T17:34:00.000-04:002017-05-23T17:34:09.853-04:00Forgot the TitleThere are three books... well, two books and one compilation... that I read awhile back, which I don't remember the titles to. I don't remember authors, I don't remember character names. I just remember a couple scenes.<br />
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1. Back in high school, I borrowed a book from my school library. There's a dude on a space ship with a bunch of passengers. I don't remember if the dude in question was the captain or not. During the book, he learns the personalities of the different passengers. They find a planet. This planet has a mystery, and they get really close to solving the mystery, and the answer to it is that the one dude is actually God in human form. And he reacts by giving them all new bodies. One of the passengers becomes the queen bee. Literally. And two of the passengers, a paralyzed girl and her young female nurse, are transformed into a non-paralyzed girl and a boy of roughly the same age, because they were obviously in love. That's pretty much the end of the book.<br />
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2. Also back in high school, or maybe it was during college, I borrowed some books from my dad. One was a compilation. It was of three books from a sci-fi series, and those three books centered around the hospital in the series. In one of the books, the cook specified certain ingredients, but due to the way bulk ordering works, had to get 10 years' worth at a time. The cook went away for something, and the person left in charge of the kitchen noticed, so increased the amount of those spices by 10, and people got sick from ingesting too much. In another of the books, someone is brought in from a wreck, but he heals himself way too quick. Turns out he is carrying a parasite which causes him to heal quickly. The parasite keeps changing hosts, and when they almost catch the parasite, it hijacks a ship to infect a star instead.<br />
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3. Sometime after college. The book centers on an incredibly deadly planet, where the humans in the surviving colony bond with these bear-looking creatures. The book revolves around a visitor to the planet, who is the star of the entire series the book belongs in. The visitor is running from someone. The visitor learns that there is a company which wishes to mine these incredible knots found in some trees because the knots can be pressed for an oil which grants immortality. The visitor also learns towards the end of the book that the knots are really what happens to the bears when the human they pair with dies. The people looking for the visitor land a small scouting party on the planet, and one of them picks a flower and puts it in her hair. The next day, she's complaining about sickness. They meet one of the residents of the planet, who says how many people they have, but gives one less than the number. Then he says that one of them is already dead, but doesn't know it yet. That's when roots burst out of the woman with the flower, and the flower plants itself at the tree. The resident quips that you don't wear that kind of flower, that flower wears you.<br />
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I thought book 3 was part of the Ender saga, but I was very wrong... but I figure that info might help someone know what it actually was. <br />
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If anyone knows the title of any of these books, or for the 2nd and 3rd, the title of the series these books come from, the information would be greatly appreciated. It's not a huge thing, but the fact that I can't remember the titles of these books has been bothering me for quite awhile.<br />
<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-34106873502757019582016-09-30T01:25:00.002-04:002016-09-30T01:25:26.635-04:00Coming BackSo, um... Hi.<br />
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I've been gone for such a long time... I thought, you guys deserve an explanation about it all. So, let's see. The last you all heard, I think was when I got my new job. A bit of context to help you understand the metaphor I'm using here. I have a phobia that I generalize as a phobia of bathrooms, but is really a phobia of bodily waste, with an emphasis on shit, and a separate emphasis on my own bodily waste causing a mess. So when I say "the universe dumped a pile of shit" I'm talking something major, that affects me deeply, and changes my life somehow.<br />
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End of June- I get out of training and start my new job.<br />Early July- I start thinking I can get back on camera once the next red week is over.<br />Mid July- The universe dumps a pile of shit on me. Cue the shock.<br />August 2nd- The universe dumps a pile of shit on my partner when I've just barely gotten my head out. Cue deeper shock.<br />August 4th- the shock ends and I break from the strain.<br />August 31st- partner is fired due to having been gone from work for so long (I don't blame him considering what his pile of shit was).<br />September 16th- We can almost breathe again when the universe dumps a third pile of shit on both of us.<br />
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The first pile of shit, I haven't heard on the status of it in awhile. I need to get on finding out about it, but I've been a bit busy dealing with all the rest of the shit.<br />
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The second pile of shit is not the kind of thing that can get resolved.<br />
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The third pile of shit is not going to be finished being resolved for at least a month, possibly longer. (It required moving out of our apartment while they repair some damages, and we'll be moving back in once they're done with the repairs)<br />
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Here's the problem. I broke. Like, really, truly broke. This changed me. I'm basically... who I would've been just out of college if I hadn't had any friends in high school or college and hadn't had a fuckbuddy in college.<br />
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I will no longer be offering toys.<br />I will no longer be offering any kind of bdsm play, regardless of who is on top.<br />I will not even be doing spankings anymore.<br />
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I offer dancing, stretching, exercises, nudity, clothing, costumes, panty-play (no stuffing), stockings, hose, fingers-in-pussy, oil play, lotion play. Please note- for oil I will have to get it from another room. All nudity is now paid shows only. Not even flashes for tips. I will still change clothes for tips, and as always that will be done off-camera.<br />
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Moving out has left me exhausted. I need a couple days to recover. Hopefully, the universe has run out of piles of shit to drop on us. But I can't count on that. So no promises. Only this- I will try. I will try to get on for a few hours Sunday evenings. I will try to get on for an hour after work- but they started me on the flex-schedule, so when I can do that hour will vary.<br />
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Getting back on once I was used to the new job was always the plan, even before he lost his job. I just wasn't planning to have to change things this drastically.<br />
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Take care everyone. See you online.<br />
Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-35011885199827136472016-07-15T23:27:00.001-04:002016-07-15T23:27:54.662-04:00UpdatesHey Guys!<br />
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Wow, customer service is exhausting x.x<br />
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I'm in the higher ups, so by the time a customer talks to me, they've been though at least two other people, and are starting to get tired and frustrated. I've been lucky though, only a couple people a week get pissed at me, and I get people apologizing for "acting badly" b/c they're pissed at the company when I haven't even noticed it. Lots of compliments and happy people at the end of the calls, which is nice.<br />
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I adore helping people. I dread every day because I *still* don't feel like I'm qualified, and I have no idea if I'm doing things right enough by the company to not get fired. x.x I'm just doing my best to help the customers, to hell with the metrics about time on call and stuff like that. I don't take forever on purpose, and I do try to do things as quickly as I can. Some days I get it better than others.<br />
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Despite all this, I'm finally starting to find my rhythm. There's no time for housework between calls, and my breaks are really short. Plus I'm working more hours (I was scheduled for 35 hours a week on camera, and you all know that I usually only worked about 30 of those if I include the short break after every private; now I'm working 40 hours a week, 2 paid 15-min breaks and 1 unpaid 30-min lunch per day), so my time off is very... stressful x.x<br />
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I'm pretty confident that I will not be getting back on camera. I'm hoping to do a video or two a month, but... well... you know my track record on stuff like that. I'll post on twitter any time I upload a new video.<br />
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I still check the eve_matteo hotmail account every day, so if you want to buy a video using mfc tokens, that is still an option. Just send me an email regarding which video you want, and make sure you pay the tokens listed, and I'll check on that and all.<br />
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Take care everyone! <br />
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<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-83800799020682098042016-05-16T14:24:00.000-04:002016-05-16T14:24:13.387-04:00SchedulingSo, let's try something different.<br />
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Fri and Sat will be my days off usually.<br />
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This week, I plan to work Fri afternoon.<br />
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This Thursday or sometime next week, there should be a memorial service for one of my partner's family members (it depends on when other family members are able to attend). If I don't appear for a day, that's where I am. I'll try to post on twitter if it does happen on a workday.<br />
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My break will be roughly two hours long. When it starts will depend on when my partner's break is, I need to be off 45 mins before his break so I can have dinner ready for his break. I will not know when his break is until 4 or 5pm day of, so... not much warning for you guys. Sorry. His earliest scheduled break so far has been 7pm. His latest so far has been 8pm. Thing is, sometimes he gets tied up and his break doesn't start for up to an hour into it. If that happens, I won't be back until his break is over. Hence the roughly 2 hours, but maybe as much as 3 hours if it takes an hour past scheduled for his break to start. (45 mins before scheduled, 1 hour late, 30 min break = 2.25 hours). On Thursdays, break will be roughly 6:30 - 8:30. <br />
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So, we're looking at 2pm - midnight, with a break somewhere in there for dinner.<br />
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To ensure that I get my break on time, I'll be doing a gold show just before break starts each day starting tomorrow. Exactly when the countdowns start and such will need to be planned and will depend on the day.<br />
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See you on Streamate!<br />
<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-79751791929348333462016-05-09T13:35:00.000-04:002016-05-09T13:35:15.719-04:00Adventures in Visual C#Dear Microsoft,<br /><br />When I'm typing, if I finish the word that I wanted, I hit space bar without thinking. It's really a bitch that spacebar also happens to tell intellisense that instead of what I typed, insert the selected code. Same goes for typing "." . It would be nice if instead of intellisense deciding that my normal typing is me selecting options, there was a different key, one not used nearly as often during coding, that told intellisense I wanted to use that selection. That way when I'm looking at my notes instead of the code I'm typing, I'm not going to look back to check for errors and recognize exactly nothing of what I typed. I like intellisense reminding me which syntax is required for what language, because python, java, and C# all have different requirements and sometimes I forget which is which. But it's not worth it when I have to break the flow of my typing to NOT use intellisense. So I turn it off, and lose the use of one tool which makes Visual Studios so nice.<br /><br />This message was inspired because I'm doing the Visual C# Basics course through Microsoft's virtual academy. During lesson 10, there's one line that says:<br /><br />char[] messageArray = message.ToCharArray();<br /><br />
Every time I typed "message." in the second part of the line, it changed what I typed to messageArray. So when I looked back, I got<br /><br />char[] messageArray = messageArrayToCharArray();<br /><br />There was another part of his code where I would press space and end up with something I'd never seen before, because I'm not that far into the course. I turned off intellisense, so I can't really go through and find out what I typed and what I got. Throughout the lesson, fighting with intellisense about what I really meant to type cost me 10 minutes.<br /><br />"." and " " are so ubiquitous throughout coding that they really shouldn't be keyboard shortcuts on their own. Maybe make it "ctrl + space", so that it's something relatively easy to type that won't be typed by accident.<br /><br />Sincerely,<br />Someone Actually Using Your StuffEve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-28943527960066423872016-04-17T16:07:00.002-04:002016-04-17T16:07:57.380-04:00Scheduling (crossing fingers!)Hey guys!<br />
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So, many of you know that whenever I post a schedule, that pretty well guarantees I won't be able to follow it right away.<br />
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So now, I'm posting my schedule in the middle of red week, when I already know I can't follow it, so that hopefully, I'll be able to follow it when red week is over. (Yeah, we'll see how well that goes...)<br />
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I'm trying to have Thursday and Friday as my days off. Which means I'll work Sun, Mon, Tues, Wed, Sat.<br />
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I'm trying to work 2pm - 6pm, 9pm - Midnight (US Eastern).<br />
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Cross your fingers and hope this works! (Red week started last Tuesday, so we're looking at a Tues or Wed return from it.)<br />
Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-19942974427374207922016-03-14T17:23:00.001-04:002016-03-14T22:52:43.252-04:00New ComputerW00T! It's awesome!<br />
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So, we got his CPU yesterday just before he had to work. He got off work around midnight, but spent his breaks getting stuff started, and looking at the manuals. After he got off work, I helped him with his computer a bit before taking apart my temporary desktop. I pulled the wires off and undid the screws for the Hard Drive and Video Card. Not him, me. :)<br />
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We put my Hard Drive (500GB) and Video Card (nVidia GTX 450) in his old case. Here's what's new and awesome:<br />
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- The front USB ports <b>actually work</b> (my old case, the front usb ports had a habit of stopping every 15ish minutes)<br />
-It has <b>water cooling</b> for the CPU (quieter than my old computer, only fan you can hear now is the video card)<br />
-It has a <b>6-core processor</b> (so I can see your camera while streaming mine, and I don't have to exit dropbox or firefox to do so)<br />
-It has <b>8 GB of RAM</b> (honestly I don't use much over 2, but it's nice to have the extra so I don't have to upgrade so soon)<br />
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What stays the same, but is still awesome (aside from the already listed HD and GC)?<br />
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-Two monitors (1600x900 and 1280x1024)<br />
-Washable Keyboard<br />
-Fairly old gaming mouse (so I don't have to worry about ruining it with pussy juice, but still have the scrolling buttons by the wheel and the back/forward thumb buttons)<br />
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Gentlemen, I give you my "new" computer! What should I call it? Suggestions in the comments!<br />
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Edited to add the pics. Please note: left click on the picture and click "view image" if all you see is an icon. Also, I put them in the public camming google drive folder, so you can see them there.<br />
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<img src="https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B05gdpQEXO1BbTRLbURIQnZkWHM" />
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<img src="https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B05gdpQEXO1BbGlCd1J3OVdtZUk" />
Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-90077777416937263012016-03-11T16:25:00.002-05:002016-03-11T16:25:27.403-05:00The Computer SagaHey guys!<br />
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As I posted on twitter, my desktop died the other day. I figured it might be useful for you all to know exactly what is going on with everything.<br />
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First, some background. My partner and I have always been in agreement that he needs a better computer than I do. I'm not going to justify why this is so to you guys, just know that it is the truth. He needs more processing power, more ram, better graphics, and more hard drive space than I do. Any time my needs in this go up, his have gone up three times previously.<br />
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Back in 2010, he made his dream gaming computer. About six months later (early 2011), upgrades came out, and he made another one, and gave me his gaming computer. That is the desktop I've been using. So it dying now was not entirely unexpected. Looking at things, we think the power supply went bad and killed it. There might be an issue with the motherboard as well.<br />
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In June 2015, I turned 30. My dad wanted to do something special for such a "landmark" birthday, so he got me an ASUS ROG laptop. For awhile, I was letting someone else use the desktop, and was using the laptop for everything. When I got the desktop back, I set it up for gaming-only, keeping the laptop for camming. Then I realized that the desktop would work better for camming, since I take the laptop places where kids can see. So I refreshed Windows 10 on both, and did the setup. That was... a couple weeks ago I think?<br />
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My desktop's hard drives have switched out a few times. Most recently, it had an 500 GB and an 80 GB hard drive. I had Windows installed on the bigger hard drive, and Linux installed on the smaller one. When I initially installed Windows, I installed it as Windows 8 and upgraded to Windows 10. When I installed Windows 8, it gave me the option to put the boot partition on the 80 GB drive. Here's where I'm unsure. I think I told it no, but it's possible I told it to do so since I knew I was doing the dual boot thing. I could've sworn I made it so that windows wouldn't need both hard drives though.<br />
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If you've been following, we had two gaming desktops from 2010/2011, one gaming laptop from last summer. There are also multiple standard desktops. So when my desktop died, we decided to move the video card and the Windows hard drive into one of the other unused desktops. However, I needed both hard drives. I didn't want to need both hard drives. We have a fourth computer that's set up as a linux box with profiles for each of us to play with. I got tired of windows rebooting on me while I was in the kitchen on breaks and me coming back to Linux loading up because that's what it does if I'm not here to press the button quickly enough when it gets to the screen where I choose which operating system to use.<br />
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Yesterday, we went to a computer store and bought most of what my partner needs to build himself a new gaming computer (he's porting his current hard drive and current video cards over, and they were out of the CPU he wanted, so we had to get that online). He's keeping his current video cards (yes, two of them, for his 4 monitor setup), and hard drive(s? unsure). But, that leaves his old computer which is not quite as old as my old computer, and has better capabilities than anything except my laptop. So, when his CPU gets here in about a week, he's going to put together his new computer, and then when we have a day off together, we put my video card and hard drive in his old computer which then becomes my new computer. ^_^<br />
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In the meantime, my CPU and RAM capabilities are kinda gimped. What does this mean for you? It means that any time I can't really pull up youtube videos while camming. I can't go to any links. I can't look up obscure facts. It also means that if you do cam2cam with me, my camera might get a little choppy just from having your camera on my screen. It means the first couple seconds of a show the camera is likely to be a little choppy. It means that my video quality might suffer a little. I'm sorry about this. It is very temporary.<br />
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So, I'm back on today. I'm still working out what my days off will be from now on x.x I'm thinking half a day Saturday, taking Thursday off, and then a random half day that will change weekly depending on when I need it.Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-33150440385302881642016-02-29T18:18:00.002-05:002016-02-29T18:18:49.404-05:00Topic and Name ExplanationHey Guys!<br />
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There is some confusion regarding a couple things that are kinda linked, so I thought I could clear them up at the same time.<br />
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My default topic is to thank people for making sure that I'm willing to do what they want to see before they pay. I put "today" in there today, but I plan on leaving that there. It's not specific to today, it's specific to every day. The reason for this is the same as why I chose the name Luna.<br />
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See, <b>I'm not very consistent</b>. The one thing you can be pretty damn sure of is that there will be days that I just don't feel like doing whatever you're wanting to see. With the exception of just stripping naked and spreading my pussy, or basic pussy play, anything else might be something I'll feel uncomfortable with, or not in the mood for, and so wouldn't be able to give you a good show regarding it. I love tying myself up - most days, but not all the time. If my skin is being sensitive, I might not want to do this. I love spanking myself - most days, but not all the time. If I've been very jumpy lately, physical pain is not a good idea.<br />
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The reason for my topic is that some people, after we've had one exclusive where we did it and it was awesome, will take me exclusive without checking that I can do it that day. And about a third of the time, this results in either a very stilted show, or me just flat out refusing to do it because I'm not in a good headspace for it. This is especially true for the things I do only in exclusive. The reason I'll only do them in exclusive is because it's rare for me to feel like I gave an entirely awesome performance doing that.<br />
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So please, keep in mind, that if you take me private without asking about what you want to see because "you did it last time and it was great!", well, I might not give you as good a show this time, or I might have to say "I'm sorry, I'm just not feeling that today."<br />
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That response, by the way, might mean that doing it is risking my sanity, or my physical health, or it might just mean that the mood I'm in doesn't jibe with it so I'm pretty sure it'll fall flat, and not be a good show. Those are the only three possible reasons for that answer, but none of them are any of your business, so if I give you the "no" answer, asking why will give you either no additional information or way too much additional information (depending on the topic and my mood). Here's a guide.<br />
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Things I will not do under any circumstance:<br />
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- anal<br />
- skype shows<br />
- taboo roleplay<br />
- anything involving another living being on camera with me<br />
- anything that will result in blood, bruises, or worse<br />
- gagging on a dildo (accidentally, it will happen sometimes, but I won't do it on purpose)<br />
- taking my glasses off<br />
- bodily functions<br />
- call you Master<br />
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Things that are Touchy (50/50 chance I'm not up for it):<br />
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- hearing your voice<br />
- being dominant in any way, shape, or form<br />
(I do spanking orders, anal orders, sph, sissy humiliation, wearing a strapon) <br />
- using your name<br />
- dirty talk<br />
- trying to fit 5 fingers in (usually I can just do 3) <br />
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Things I'm usually up for (maybe a couple days a month I'm not okay with these, but I usually don't get these requested when I'm not up for them anyway)<br />
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- being submissive (calling you sir)<br />
- spanking myself<br />
- tying myself up<br />
- clothing/lingerie changes<br />
- exercising, dancing<br />
- "deep throat" (not so deep I gag, but deeper than standard sucking)<br />
- using toys (sometimes I want to give my pussy a break) <br />
- closeups and spreads<br />
<br />Things I'm "always" up for (once in a blue moon I might not be at my best, but I don't foresee me ever turning these down)<br />
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- c2c<br />
- stockings or socks (hose would be under clothing changes above)<br />
- fingering<br />
- poses<br />
- play around the clothes<br />
- foot shows<br />
- sucking dildoEve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-59486812545904315462016-01-20T19:08:00.001-05:002016-01-20T19:08:13.419-05:00Updates, Mostly Content InfoHey Guys!<br />
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I've been working on getting my content sorted. I found valid copies of almost all my vids, and almost all my pics. There's one cloak picture which is messed up, I'm going to see if I can uncorrupt it. I also have some places I can check to see if there's a way to get that one pic.<br />
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You may have noticed the disappearance of the vid list on here. Well, I'm working on getting that in order too. I moved it to "Excel" (except, Libre Office's version, so it's saved as ODS), and I'm working on getting tags, prices, and descriptions added. I started with the newest and I'm working my way down that list.<br />
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You can find the video list, plus some preview vids in my <a href="https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B05gdpQEXO1BVXpCQnNDaWRuSkU" target="_blank">google drive public folder</a>. I'll add the link to the content page once I'm done updating the video list.<br />
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My partner has been working on reading all the erotica I've written and noting down how long each one is, along with what keywords work for each story. Any story already listed is available, but I can't post them publicly as there's a lot of... risky stuff. For now, email me with what you're looking for and I'll let you know if I have something. Make sure the subject says "For LadyLuna, Erotica Request". If I haven't written it yet, I'll want to see if I can write it for you. ^_^ Remember- there are absolutely no boundaries for my erotica, as it's all fantasy anyway.Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-25093527505272434222016-01-02T13:06:00.002-05:002016-01-02T13:06:20.198-05:00New Year New SituationSo much change all around me this New Year.<br />
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So, let's see. The roommate who has no car moved out yesterday. That leaves just myself and my partner is this giant apartment. x.x On the plus side, we definitely don't need a storage unit anymore. And, I don't have to drive her to and from work, or risk my car getting crashed by her learning how to drive. Downside, one less person for hugs and company, and one less person to help with housework.<br />
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What all this means is that while I can have a regular schedule, it might take me awhile to figure out the best one. After all, this is a really big apartment to clean. I should have an unposted tentative schedule that I can start following in a couple weeks. Also, my camroom has moved, but it might move again, or move back. We're figuring things out.<br />
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The next few months are a complete mystery right now. All I know for sure is that I have to get the moving shit around and cleaning up from moving done before the weekend is over. x.x<br />
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See you guys on camera!<br />
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<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-89469417413674801882015-12-27T22:43:00.000-05:002015-12-27T22:43:42.525-05:00Popular Question: What I Got for ChristmasI finished stating the material gifts only to be asked by another person who came in at the description of the very last present. Thus, by popular demand, What I Got For Christmas this year. Enjoy! <br />
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From my boyfriend's family:<br />
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- a "waste canvas" which allows me to put a cross-stiched pattern on anything, not just on the special cross-stitching material<br />
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- a decorative box with a handle, supposedly for my thread, in reality I'll probably use it for current projects. It's too small to hold my entire collection.<br />
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- a few "antique" colors of thread, giving me new shades which I didn't already have<br />
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- Queen Anne Cordial Cherries<br />
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From my roommate:<br />
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- a pair of winter boots that are actually waterproof for at least a foot of snow.<br />
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- a sushi making kit with recipe book, bamboo rolling mat, wooden spoon, and two pairs of chopsticks. (A replacement for a kit that I lost, which I only really need the book and the rolling mat)<br />
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From my adoptive family:<br />
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- a blessedly shorter-than-normal phone conversation (I'll be going to see them in FL at the end of January/Beginning of February, so I wasn't expecting more)<br />
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From my biological family:<br />
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- two very nice long conversations about geeky things, one with my dad, one with my sisterEve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-24855198932952560002015-12-05T11:22:00.002-05:002015-12-05T11:22:51.916-05:00VotingI have a friend in Kansas. I don't remember the candidates for governor, but one was favored and everyone was "going to vote" for that one. The issue was, come election day, since everyone thought everyone else was voting for him, no one bothered to actually vote, except those who were voting for the other guy. So the wrong guy won the election.<br />
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Thus, don't rely on everyone else to vote for you. Vote for yourself.<br />
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I am registered as an independent. This means I can only vote in Open Primary elections, not Closed Primary or Caucus elections. I favor Bernie Sanders for this election. He's an independent running in the Democratic Party. Certain states will have an open primary.<br />
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The state I currently live in intends on having an open primary the month after I'm supposed to move to a different state. The state where I will move to has a closed election the month BEFORE I'm supposed to move there.<br />
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I'm debating waiting to register in my new state just so I can vote in the old state.Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-7713776663270541602015-12-02T14:39:00.001-05:002015-12-02T14:39:32.162-05:00Dear SantaDear Santa,<br /><br />I know I haven't been perfect this year. I'm only human after all. And I'm sorry for all the times I've let road rage take over my voice box, or frustration with idiots make me yell and punch a pillow. I have tried though, tried to keep in mind the other person's perspective, and tried to keep my impatience from affecting the lives around me. I think I've done a pretty good job of that this year, but you would know that better than I would. If you decide I haven't done more good than bad this year, I will understand.<br /><br />I am not a very materialistic person. But it's nice to be able to occasionally spend on things that aren't necessary. That's why what I'd really like for Christmas are gift cards. Things I can use every couple months when I get the urge to buy something that's not strictly necessary.<br /><br />I do grocery shopping at Kroger. If I had a Kroger gift card, I could buy stuff to make myself brownies or cake. Or I could get ice cream, or cookies, or something that's more a treat. Or even sushi!<br /><br />Walmart is where I get non-grocery necessities. A gift card to Walmart could be used on storage items, dust mite covers, and maybe a better mattress pad. <br /><br />Staples for office supplies, sure, but I can get myself a real computer chair with a Staples gift card, instead of having to use a padded dining room chair. Or I could buy some of the art supplies they have, for my crafting projects. Millions of colors of dry erase markers would be awesome! And sharpies. Lots of sharpie colors. <br /><br />Of course, Michael's and Joanne Fabrics are better for crafting supplies. And an Amazon gift card would let me buy just about anything, including more card protectors for my Magic the Gathering collection, and more of the cases that can hold cards with the sleeves on them.<br /><br />Harbor Freight Tools would be awesome, because I could work on my collection of tools for when I have my own house. American Freight would let me get quality furniture for cheap. Home Depot or Lowes would work for tools and materials, so I could build my own custom furniture and some other... projects...<br /><br />I much prefer to buy dildos, costumes, and lingerie in person, where I can verify that it's the size I'm expecting it to be. Since those are smaller stores, that would have to be cash. But a wooden paddle, I could probably find that on Amazon with no issues.<br /><br />Most of those gift cards, you wouldn't even have to stop by my apartment, which lacks a chimney for you to come by. Some would need to be mailed, and you already have my address. Of course, many could be emailed, which would save you on the postage. I don't know if you do email, so in case you don't keep track of it, you can use eve_matteo@hotmail.com to send the gift cards. Or evematteo@gmail.com if you prefer. I guess that's just whether you think Microsoft or Google is a better company... sorry for not having a yahoo account to give you. x.x<br /><br />I hope your holiday season is not too busy this year. I hope asking for gift cards via email helps cut down on your workload. <br /><br />Happy Holidays!<br /><br />~LunaEve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-76758354100461045362015-12-01T14:36:00.002-05:002015-12-01T14:36:43.700-05:00As Promised<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-23163639727245285102015-12-01T14:14:00.000-05:002015-12-01T14:14:01.082-05:00Christmas DecorSo Streamate has started doing contests for holiday decorations. It started with a costume contest on Halloween (which happened to be a day off for me, hence the lack of participation), and now there's a Christmas Decoration contest. 1 gold tip = 1 vote for the best decorations.<br />
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I have no expectation of winning, but I thought, I'm not the scrooge type, so I might as well participate regardless of the lack of chance. It's just for fun, right?<br />
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I bought a "holiday garland" from the dollar tree, dug out my Christmas box, wove the garland into a wreath and decorated it with the stuff in the box and some pipe cleaners, as well as a Christmas Barrette I never wear. Unfortunately, it's difficult to see it on camera. So I took some pictures.<br />
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Later, I need to take a better pic of the wreath, after a bit of adjustments. Then I'll post the better pic, and the individual items on it.<br />
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And yes, that's a Precious Moments stocking. x.x I've had it since I was 8.Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-47760456793090071232015-11-29T12:57:00.000-05:002015-11-29T12:57:16.726-05:00Stolen Apple IDSo this morning, I pull up iTunes to have some music while cleaning up after my guest, and see a notice that my session has expired. I know it's been at least six weeks, but at the same time, I don't remember this ever happening before. I try my password. It doesn't work. I try an alternate, thinking maybe I'd changed it to a more secure one. That doesn't work, and I get a notice from iTunes that it seems something is wrong with my account, so I should follow the link. I go there, type in my id, it can't find my account. I click "try again". I put in my first and last name, my email address, and the original email address associated with the account. Still no luck. I put in a support ticket.<br />
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Awhile later, I go to check my email, see if support has responded. I notice prior notices about activity on my account. On the 26th from 4am to 5am GMT, my account security questions were changed, followed by the birthdate associated with the account, followed by the email address. A few minutes after those emails were another set of emails proclaiming purchases having happened, since they were done with an iphone and I'd never used an iphone before.<br />
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The email address on the account had been changed to <a href="mailto:vsrx94iwlm7@163.com" target="_blank">vsrx94iwlm7@163.com</a><br />
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The name on the account had been changed to cai song<br />
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The purchases were in Asian writing (sorry, I don't know the difference between Chinese, Japanese, and Korean. I get the feeling this was Korean.)<br />
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I end up calling support. I was hopped twice, and the third person was able to help me because, when he found out I knew the email address, he suggested I try my old password. I tried it. It actually worked. I had to add my card to my account (I took it back off) so that he could reset the security questions. I changed the email address first, then added the card, then fixed security questions and birthdate, then changed it to a password I have never used before.<br />
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The money spent will be refunded, but it can take up to 10 days for it to show up on my account. <br />
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The actions of this person are baffling to me, since the only ways I can think of that they got in involve them having every single password ever... but then, this was the only account that had any money on it at that time.<br />
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Lots of passwords to change. Lots of cleaning to do. Gotta rearrange some furniture, and get some laundry done. I'm definitely not getting on camera this afternoon (there was hope, before this fiasco). We'll see about tonight. Definitely at least a bit tomorrow.<br />
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I hope you all had a great Thanksgiving. Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-25131697594121414202015-10-27T15:40:00.002-04:002015-10-27T15:40:31.631-04:00Halloween Shenangans!Hey guys!<br />
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Since I'm not working Saturday, and Sunday is after Halloween, I'll be doing the Halloween show on Wednesday this year.<br />
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See my sexy costumes, with <br />
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Here's how it works:<br />
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Every 200 tokens I'll get naked. I'll stay naked for 1 full song. After every naked time will be a different costume. I've got lots, listed on the "Toys and Such" tab. Privates do count, they can finish off one countdown and start another countdown.<br />
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Example 1: If I go into private with 560 tokens, and private takes me to 770 tokens, I'll do a strip and outfit when I get out, and again when I get the other 30 to bring my total to 800.<br />
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Example 2: I go into private with 480 tokens and by the end of the private I'm at 1060 tokens, I'll do one strip and outfit when I get out of private, and the new countdown starts at 140 tokens to get my total to 1200.<br />
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Example 3: I go into private with 560 tokens and private takes me to 770 tokens. While I'm doing the strip and outfit, I get the other 30. I will wait a bit in the costume, then do the next strip and outfit.<br />
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Order of costumes:<br />
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1- Red Dress with Petticoat.<br />
2- Pirate <br />
3- Lt. Luna, Officer of Reproductive Customs<br />
4- Lolita Dress<br />
5- Amazon Elf<br />
6- Kitty Dress<br />
<br />Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-41625113377258563812015-10-11T16:40:00.001-04:002015-10-11T17:08:59.794-04:00Random ShowsToday's random show possibilities :<br />
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Lotion<br />
(I get naked and use Berry scented lotion all over)<br />
Spanking<br />
(I get naked and spank ass, tits, pussy, in that order)<br />
Strip Tease<br />
(in current outfit)<br />
Exercises<br />
(naked, pushups, situps, squats)<br />
Stretching<br />
(naked)<br />
Lingerie<br />
(get in it, dance in it)<br />
Sexy Outfit<br />
(get in it, show off in it, strip tease tease out of it)<br />
Halloween Costume<br />
(get in it, show off in it)<br />
Rope Harness<br />
(get naked, full body harness or each half, stay in for awhile)<br />
BDSM Stuffs<br />
(cuffs and chains, nipple clamps, ball gag) <br />
Nakkie Luna<br />
(I get naked, show off a bit, and bounce around for 2-3 songs) <br />
Clothed Dancing<br />
(in current outfit) <br />
Ben Wa Balls<br />
(naked, insert off-camera, then on camera do jumping jacks as long as I can, see how many fall out)<br />
Sucking on Dildo<br />
(the fleshy dildo, stops before I cum)<br />
Footjob for Dildo<br />
(the fleshy dildo, stops before I cum) Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5094882980141714034.post-14353971133246930942015-09-27T18:09:00.002-04:002015-09-27T18:09:15.982-04:00Awesome Day!Today was awesome!<br />
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I did countdowns with including private and video purchase tokens. Here's what happened:<br />
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-nude hairbrushing<br />
-catgirl dress, ears, collar, and shrug<br />
-naked Catgirl (ears and collar only)<br />
-wax play with a small purple candle (I went polkadotted)<br />
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It was lots of fun. :D Thank you!Eve Matteohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16711229687067117780noreply@blogger.com0